“Large then life is just the right size”

It’s bewildering to me when people try make you control things that are uncontrollable like how loud you laugh. I was once very giddy on a plane because we were going to Ireland! My ex told me to claim down and that I was laughing too loud. I looked around the plane, not one person was looking at me. This was my exes problem, she didn’t want people to notice us. I told her I can’t control the volume of my laugh, I started to read and didn’t speak to her the rest of the flight.